Look for sunshine behind every dark cloud

Relationships

2011-12-04T21:44:00.000-08:00

Having someone wonder where you are when you don't come home at night is a very old human need.

-Margaret Mead-

There's one sad truth in life I've found
While journeying east and west -The only folks we really wound
Are those we love the best.
We flatter those we scarcely know,
We please the fleeting guest,
And deal full many a thoughtless blow
To those who love us best.

~Ella Wheeler Wilcox~

Red Riding Hood

2011-04-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

I wanna watch this movie!

Showing in cinemas tomorrow.

I Love Her So Much

2011-04-20T08:27:00.001-07:00

And I Loved Her So Much

I wish to be born beautiful.

2011-04-20T08:04:00.000-07:00

SNSD Yuri <3

Isn't she sweet?

As beautiful as her...

my love for you is so great!

2011-04-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

2011-01-26T21:52:00.000-08:00

How boring can a life be?

It's BORING!!!

2011-01-26T21:28:00.000-08:00

A sense of relief.

2011-01-26T21:27:00.000-08:00

"Some people hurts your feeling and they may not know."

2011-01-26T21:26:00.000-08:00

"Kept thinking about the past and can't move forward".

2011-01-10T17:24:00.000-08:00

Cry me a river.

Can't live without you.

2011-01-10T17:08:00.000-08:00

Darn. my handphone is not working. keep on "no access to network." I can't receive any incoming calls or sms or make calls. shitty thing. and what's silly, I came to college today and found out that my class today is cancelled. all thanks to my phone. grrrr.already pass a day and the network still ain't recover yet. how am I gonna stand with this? no sms,no calls. my life is just miserable. I can't live without mobile phone. It has been a necessity to me. Now, that I'm back to driving lesson. It just make things worse as I need to contact my instructor to change the time and venue. One thing, with my instructor, he likes to delay things and postpone. How I wish to end my misery soon. I know it may not be a good thing to say here, but my driving licence I'm about to get is 90% effortless, and 10% own effort. By the meaning of 90% effortless, it simply means bribery. I'm a total loser compare to all my friends. I can't stand with driving. It just makes me sick. Therefore, my licence is bought than using my own effort to pass. I guess, I'm not that person who loves driving. totally sucks at it. and I feel so sorry to my mom. she pays all my driving fees. not cheap I can say. Plus, today I'm gonna learn to drive around KL area. gosh. I know KL road is damn busy.Hope I can get through all of this. I don't wanna face it anymore. with two of my assignment on the line. I hope I can manage everything smoothly as it goes. But before that, get my freaking phone well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't do anything without it!!!!

2011-01-05T20:03:00.000-08:00

Guilty inside of me.

Presentations.

2010-11-29T19:52:00.000-08:00

"A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way."

-John C. Maxwell quotes-

"Innovation distinguishes between a leader and a follower."

-Steve Jobs quotes-

"When the solution is simple, God is answering."

-Albert Einstein qoutes-

Two presentations awaiting me. A busy week ahead. One is Cost Accounting, the other is Personal & Professional Development.

I have butterflies in my stomach.

my nervousness is killing me silencely.

I'm so desperate.

All tensed up.

wish me luck!

2010-11-25T08:16:00.000-08:00

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting star,

I could really use a wish right now,

wish right now, wish right now.."

Airplanes-Hayley Williams

2010-11-23T08:09:00.000-08:00

ah sugar...,

oh, honey, honey...

you are my candy girl,

and you got me,

wanting you....

"Happy Children's Day!!!"

2010-11-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

Her nails, her nailsI could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

....

2010-11-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

Give me what I want.

Fall for blue

2010-11-18T07:32:00.000-08:00

Just the way you are.

2010-11-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are.

-Bruno Mars-

Korea.

2010-11-15T19:18:00.000-08:00

I am in misery

2010-11-15T18:54:00.000-08:00

I am in misery

There ain't no other

Who can comfort me

Why won't you answer me?

Your silence is slowly killing me

.....

-"Misery" from Maroon 5-

2010-11-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

I would never be the same, if we ever meet again...

from a song, Katy Perry ft.Timbaland.

2010-11-10T06:15:00.000-08:00

Just a short update since I haven't blog for a long time around.

Been busy with assignments & upcoming presentation.

No time to play games anymore nor facebook.

Better keep my focus on studies.

And get myself looks busy.

So that's all. Pen off.

2010-10-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

" Believe that you're born for greatness. "

am I?

2010-10-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

2010-10-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

"Feeling upset, down, on the verge of tears? Then let go and have a big weep or wail."

-I'm so emo-

2010-10-01T08:48:00.000-07:00

"Stop Wishing, start resolving."

2010-10-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

"Yesterday,

All my troubles seemed so far away,

Now it looks as though they're here to stay,

Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,

I'm not half the man I used to be,

There's a shadow hanging over me,

Oh, yesterday came suddenly."

-two stanza from the beatles lyrics,yesterday-

2010-09-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

"Being happy does not mean that everything is perfect. It means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections."

2010-09-28T08:40:00.000-07:00

"Home sweet home."

2010-09-28T07:59:00.000-07:00

Synopsis: A spectacular 3D animation of the wonderful adventures of Sammy the sea turtle searching the ocean for his one true love. Along the way, he dodges every possible danger and witnesses how humans are hurting the planet.

2010-09-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

"Somewhere Over The Rainbow, Bluebirds fly. Birds fly Over The Rainbow. Why then, oh why can't I? If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow, why oh why can't I?"

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbow

Why, oh why can't I?

2010-09-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

" Always look your best. "

2010-09-25T07:09:00.000-07:00

2010-09-24T09:28:00.000-07:00

"Look for sunshine behind every dark cloud"

SILENCE

2010-09-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

Silence within me is waiting to subside,
Its calmness is taking me for a ride,
I want to cry, I want to hide,
I am alone with no one by my side.

Searching for the soul within me,
That too its doing for free,
I thought my life was
complete from A to Z,
It made me realize my life's an autumn tree.

Though I hope a spring to arrive,
On this hope many autumns I do thrive,
And that's when silence within me imbibe,
My life's just a race to survive.

A ravishing thought just comes by,
Like dropping from the heavenly sky,
Silence is silent and just watches by,
What do I do-Shout or Cry?

Oh! the worlds looks so deprived,
Off all the happiness that never arrived,
All the show was contrived,
Where silence but none survived.

That's the essence of life in all,
Being happy is never a distant call,
Truth is being true to yourself and all,
Happiness in your life would silence install...

Trapped.

2010-09-24T08:53:00.000-07:00

What do I do, when all I see around me are walls?
How do I keep going, when each step I take, is met with more obstacles?

What do I do, when each day seems like a battle?

How do I drag myself up each morning, when I don't see the point of it all?

How can I tell myself, to be strong, when there isn't a single positive thought to sustain me through the day?

What do I do, when myself am sick of complaining?

Who else do I turn to, when I'm guilty of burdening my loved ones?

When those who care are not near,

And those who are near don't really care?

What do I do, stuck in this endless whirlwind of ill luck?

I envy those who at least have the option of giving up.

What do I do?

Looking forward for a better day and maybe Someday...

2010-06-17T22:05:00.000-07:00

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

[Chorus] And maybe Someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday
Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it's good to be so warm

[Chorus] And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow
Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday
[x2] Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again ....